hoping it will give me some sort of happiness.
Am i desperate to tell some thing.
i dont know..............
there were several thoughts coming up in my mind.
it was my habit to jot down my thoughts in paper, a habit which i lost long back.
i thought like it is too childish to make it public.
It was like a silent prayer for me
or may be process of self analysis and refinement and decision making ....when there were lot of indecisions and lot of uncertainties around me...... when i was resisting everything to pave my own special way in life......
and life was too hard...
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some times i too feel it is ridiculous to think that way.
earlier it was with pessimistic thoughts that i approached life.
now it is swimming downstream with optimism but traces of pessimism is still left which make me think.
