ode to "odd" years of my life!

It seems odd for you,
The odd years of my life
Time went meandering like a river.
My mind wandering in a fear,
My thoughts trembling in a quiver,
I heard the voice of my clairvoyance
There is always light at the end of the tunnel.

I wondered what life hath in store for me
Bewildered by pleasant surprises
Will I rejoice n cheer?
Or delivered a package for wrong address
For it happens many a times.
Trembled and crumbled by the shock.
I am afraid today to laugh.

hope keeps me going .